19 March 2025 hello, bee people… it’s been a while…not intentionally…life just kind of happened…i had this moment where it felt like i was standing on a shoreline watching two boats drift away…one with my mom…one with my son…not in a sad way…just in a this is what life does kind of way…slow…necessary…inevitable…and in that space in between…i made a choice…i decided to just soak it…if you’ve ever played World of Warcraft, you know…sometimes you don’t fight…you don’t move…you just stand there and take it in…so that’s what i’ve been doing…still doing… at some point it hit me…this time…this exact version of life…i don’t get it back…i’ve got a teenager about to go out into the world…and an octogenarian mom…and you just never know…not in a doom way…just reality…so i cut everything i could…social media…gone…texting…mostly gone…noise…gone…a very small handful of people can reach me…and if you really know me, you know how to get through if it matters…it wasn’t about not caring…it was the opposi...